Oh dear fellow, I can completely understand your feelings for we have sailed in the same boat. A few months back I visited this really sexy escort whose appearance made my jaw dropped, no jokes. She had a different way of indulging me in her sex world which I too was very keen to know and follow. She started off by pouring a glass of wine and while I sipped to it she gradually started unbuttoning my shirt, in other words stripped me off. It might have been in a hurry but her touch just made me feel so desperate to have her in bed and she literally sexually appealed me. While doing her job of turning me on, she whispered of all the things she could offer in my ear and asked for my opinion and my comfort level. Without even thinking for a second, I automatically agreed on to the massage option. She just looked me in the eyes and made me follow her to the bed that was filled with flowers of all colors to further enhance one's mood. She started running her fingers on my back and gave me a shoulder massage with endless kisses on my neck and my back. Honestly, I was making the most out of every movement of hers for I had never experienced a massage from an escort earlier. Within a few seconds, she slipped her hands in my underwear and oof, that was when I had completely lost it and felt as if I had entered in some other galaxy. Her soft hands wrapped around my dick made me cum like never before and had me lose my senses. Never was I ever able to feel this kind of adventure and love with an escort before. The feeling of having my dick being massaged by a woman just made me so calm and relaxed. All I could think of in that moment of intimacy was to fuck that woman which was something I could not resist. I turned myself around and made love in the most passionate and amazing way. I just did not want to let go of her since my mood was aroused. The act of never-ending sex brought bliss to my life. Her moans and short gasps pushed me to further fuck her hard and just not stop with the entire process. Trust me, once the woman you seek on having as a sex partner touches your most vulnerable body part, you would honestly feel some really erotic vibes, the kind you would not want to let go of. I completely agree with you saying that the massage really refreshes one's soul. It enlightens you wholly and makes you feel so new and energetic.